Analysis of my palmar hyperhidrosis
Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2012 10:33 am
Here's a timeline of my hyperhidrosis symptoms:
1984-1992: (Childhood to elementary/primary school)
-As a child, I was said to have cold hands and feet occasionally.
1992-1998: (elementary/primary school to early high school/secondary school)
-This is about the time that I started noticing my hands start to sweat near the time that the Lord's prayer is said during mass (this is the time when people need to hold hands to say the prayer). I was a kid and I didn't worry nor give further thought about it. It did not affect me in any other aspect of my life, except for the above-mentioned scenario.
-This is about the time that I noticed that I could induce my hand to be a bit moist (but not overly sweaty) if I "think" about it. I know when it is about to get moist, because of a sort of "visceral" feeling that I can't explain. It's like a tingling sensation before the moisture appears. People with palmar hyperhidrosis should know what this feeling is. If I get rid of the thought, the moisture disappears.
1998-2001: (high school/secondary school to early college)
-Gradually increasing awareness of abnormal sweating. I started to worry of my palms sweating everytime I attended mass. Having sort of a panic attack everytime it comes to the point when we need to hold hands during the Lord's prayer.
-Had one very specific/special instance when my palms started to sweat uncontrollably during our drafting class when somebody asked me to assist her with her drawing. This happened only once.
-Still no sweating in other scenarios aside from the two mentioned above
2001-2007: (College to early professional career)
-During college, we were not required to attend mass. Since the "triggering factor" was removed, my awareness of excessive sweating lessened and gradually became forgotten.
-Around once or twice during this period, I had bouts of excessive palms sweating while handling some computer equipment.
-I can't recall any other significant incidents of excessive sweating.
-These were my most productive years when I was happy and was a high achiever.
2008: (professional career)
-While applying for my US Visa, I saw that fingerprinting was being done. This somehow "triggered" my awareness of excessive sweating again. As was the case with 1998-2001, I experienced an anxiety attack and excessive sweating of my palms, while a.) anticipating the fingerprinting procedure. and b.)during the procedure itself.
-During arrival to the US, my anxiety attack and excessive sweating of palms were triggered again when fingerprint verification was being done at immigration.
-No other significant incident of excessive sweating of palms other than the two above-mentioned incidents.
March 2009: (The beginning of the nightmare)
-During this period I noticed that my palms were getting excessively sweaty despite no obvious triggering stimuli involved unlike the incidents during 1998-2001 and 2008.
-I started to search online to look for a remedy. This is the first time that I became aware about the condition called hyperhidrosis.
-The awareness of hyperhidrosis and reading of people's experiences on it online caused my sweating to get worse. For instance, I became aware that other people are having problems shaking hands due to hyperhidrosis. Now, when I shake hands or anticipate to shake hands with people, I remember what I read online and this triggers the excessive sweating of my palms.
2009-present: (Hyperhidrosis getting worse)
-Total awareness of hyperhidrosis. I am thinking about it during 80%-90% of my waking hours.
- Hyperhidrosis can now happen in ANY scenario. Most severe during social scenarios.
- Hyperhidrosis of the armpit starting to develop.
-The hyperhidrosis has now gone to the point where it controls my life and dictates what I could and could not do.
I will post my hypotheses and other thoughts about this condition in a succeeding entry. If anybody else had a similar succession of events prior to their hyperhidrosis condition getting worse, feel free to post here.
1984-1992: (Childhood to elementary/primary school)
-As a child, I was said to have cold hands and feet occasionally.
1992-1998: (elementary/primary school to early high school/secondary school)
-This is about the time that I started noticing my hands start to sweat near the time that the Lord's prayer is said during mass (this is the time when people need to hold hands to say the prayer). I was a kid and I didn't worry nor give further thought about it. It did not affect me in any other aspect of my life, except for the above-mentioned scenario.
-This is about the time that I noticed that I could induce my hand to be a bit moist (but not overly sweaty) if I "think" about it. I know when it is about to get moist, because of a sort of "visceral" feeling that I can't explain. It's like a tingling sensation before the moisture appears. People with palmar hyperhidrosis should know what this feeling is. If I get rid of the thought, the moisture disappears.
1998-2001: (high school/secondary school to early college)
-Gradually increasing awareness of abnormal sweating. I started to worry of my palms sweating everytime I attended mass. Having sort of a panic attack everytime it comes to the point when we need to hold hands during the Lord's prayer.
-Had one very specific/special instance when my palms started to sweat uncontrollably during our drafting class when somebody asked me to assist her with her drawing. This happened only once.
-Still no sweating in other scenarios aside from the two mentioned above
2001-2007: (College to early professional career)
-During college, we were not required to attend mass. Since the "triggering factor" was removed, my awareness of excessive sweating lessened and gradually became forgotten.
-Around once or twice during this period, I had bouts of excessive palms sweating while handling some computer equipment.
-I can't recall any other significant incidents of excessive sweating.
-These were my most productive years when I was happy and was a high achiever.
2008: (professional career)
-While applying for my US Visa, I saw that fingerprinting was being done. This somehow "triggered" my awareness of excessive sweating again. As was the case with 1998-2001, I experienced an anxiety attack and excessive sweating of my palms, while a.) anticipating the fingerprinting procedure. and b.)during the procedure itself.
-During arrival to the US, my anxiety attack and excessive sweating of palms were triggered again when fingerprint verification was being done at immigration.
-No other significant incident of excessive sweating of palms other than the two above-mentioned incidents.
March 2009: (The beginning of the nightmare)
-During this period I noticed that my palms were getting excessively sweaty despite no obvious triggering stimuli involved unlike the incidents during 1998-2001 and 2008.
-I started to search online to look for a remedy. This is the first time that I became aware about the condition called hyperhidrosis.
-The awareness of hyperhidrosis and reading of people's experiences on it online caused my sweating to get worse. For instance, I became aware that other people are having problems shaking hands due to hyperhidrosis. Now, when I shake hands or anticipate to shake hands with people, I remember what I read online and this triggers the excessive sweating of my palms.
2009-present: (Hyperhidrosis getting worse)
-Total awareness of hyperhidrosis. I am thinking about it during 80%-90% of my waking hours.
- Hyperhidrosis can now happen in ANY scenario. Most severe during social scenarios.
- Hyperhidrosis of the armpit starting to develop.
-The hyperhidrosis has now gone to the point where it controls my life and dictates what I could and could not do.
I will post my hypotheses and other thoughts about this condition in a succeeding entry. If anybody else had a similar succession of events prior to their hyperhidrosis condition getting worse, feel free to post here.